hey milomel

yes... its truly sad tat no one has posted anything here. so... just for fun, i will flash u all a picture...

ready?


wait ah...




i get it ready first....






must upload first....











aiyo......















where is it??

















hmmm....




















tada! its a picture of....our neoprint!

wahahaha... cool anot? wohoo....

prepare already anot? left a few days left till school reopens...

i heard that ms khoo is gg to be our physics teacher again.

enjoy ur days while u still can!

love,
someone who is in tt neoprint

MEL

yay! i'm done with studying for this hols!! But still have organic chem.. :(

HAHAHA. been out of touch with s08ters!! WHERE ARE U GUYS!!

i only know what the following people have been up to recently:
lee shuqi
wong kangwei (HAHAHA, great laugh)
mavis goh
teng xiaohui
nani irryanni (is this how to spell it?)

oh no. gtg bye!

FISH

earrrrgh.

i'm feeling so disconnected from everybody!

i mean, what with my handphone being confiscated FOR A BLOODY FREAKIN WEEK, and having to MUG MY BUTT OFF for weirdest reasons such as not letting my parents down and not being pulled out of the team. It's not as if i actually care bout the grades. Afterall, i'm kinda ambitionless right now, so what's the point of grades.

i hate mugging!
i wish there was something less pointless i cld do with my life!

EARGHHHH i'm so angsty! I NEED THE SUN.

i hate being cooped up at home!

Okay. I admit, i'm just exaggerating. The hols have been pretty good so far, except there are true times i really feel super frustrated with myself. Those are the times i spend an hour doing a maths question (which is probably damn simple actually), or the times I spent half an hour staring at the same page in my textbook or notes, or the times I marked my tys MCQ answers and only got like 10 out of 30 questions right, or the times i needed help but couldn't reach anyone due to my isolation... (dang the handphone confiscation!) These times... I really feel like giving up the fight, to just go out and play, or say yes to the law attachment my mom's friend offered me... (at least i would get paid for working....and i have more $$ to buy xmas presents....) but then i'll picture my parents' disappointed faces when they see my CT grades next year... picture myself packing my luggage to go overseas... picture myself never playing softball again, or never pitching tent with guides again for a long long time... that pushes me on...

life sucks... yet life rocks...
it's like a seesaw...

and anyway i'm posting this entry here because i don want to post it on my blog... my parents read my blog sometimes... ....

so pardon me, everybody for the outburst of emotions. :p

and an announcement to make-
i intend to take a break for the last 2 weeks of december, so counting, i have 16 more days of mugging to go, and then i'll be free! =D i'm so looking forward to that!! so i'm like crossing my fingers hoping all outings n stuff are scheduled then! *HINT HINT* HAHAHA.

LAST DAY OF MUGGING: 18th december

MEL FREEDOM DAY: 19th december

<3>

milomel

milomel suggested that we have a s08 xmas party? shall we? lets take a vote. and inform every octomaniac u noe. quick! before people have plans we must chope the people first